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Hard to Be a God

by Cloaca

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1.
Brotalitär 01:32
Blue light culture, means I want to shake your hand. Is she a boy, is she a girl, is she inane, astute and employed? Blue light culture, means I want to shake your hand. Is he a boy, is he a girl, is he inane, astute and employed? Brotalitär, you think you’ll go far. You heard punk yesterday, and now you’re a fake gay. Kill fake fags. Hate their industry. Destroy the identity, that’s killing you and me.
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Golden Boy 01:06
I am superfluous and I can’t be. I’m not your friend ‘cause I wanna’ be me. I hide away from your domestication, In absolute stultification. And loneliness has followed me, my whole life, and I can’t breathe. Lock your brain in detention, regular social convention. Normative proletariat, you’re 28 but not married yet. And loneliness has followed me, my whole life, and I can’t breathe. You are pretty and call me queer, walk down the street at me you sneer, I’m the enemy, you despise, because I have fun, I enjoy.
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Matthew 5:5 00:52
We don’t like bad people We don’t like bad people. We don’t like bad people. We don’t like bad people. Safety is number one, and you’ll have no fun. A society for the weak; inherited by the meek. We don’t like bad people I don’t like bad people. You don’t like bad people. We don’t like bad people. Safety is number one, and you’ll have no fun. A society for the weak; inherited by the meek. Do something wrong, and you will never be forgiven. Do something wrong, and you will burn in the fires of hell forever.
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I’ve got no money, I’m feelin’ bad, I’ve got no friends, and I’m so sad. I’m fucked up, my head’s a mess, I’m a two faced liar, and I suck shit. My abusive life, deserves an abusive death. I’m a failure, a fucking queen, I fuck up, the more I live. Life’s a toilet, and I’m sinking in, I’m a piece of shit, I’m a goof that stinks. My abusive life, deserves an abusive death.
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Drink away disphoric pain. Took a drill and drill me brain. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Conformist norms are all that are keeping me sane, but I’m crazy and delusional and shaking with pain, so I’ll end my life and drill out my brain.

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"you know whats worse ?? they are nice sensitive edjumicated peoples. i hate that most. they should be real good freinds of me but i cant let it be like that cuz of whats wrong with me. some of them know.. i dont know who knows or who knows what but some of them gotta know... and i cant even drop it then cuz they'd be like its ok... i understand !! i read gender werkbook and stone butch!! i understand !! CUZ THEY DONT ! they couldnt..... you cant know what its like to have to think about what you are and what you mean so fucking much and have lil normal boring reasonable nuthings come and rip holes in how you think you are. and if its so easy to hurt how you think you are then theres something wrong with how you think you are, right ? and i have to do all theese lil things to trick myself in to forgetting whats wrong with me like being extra modest and taking my medicine. i wish the normals would have to take medicine to be normal. they see the queer bullshit or the political bullshit or some stupid thing they think is a fucking comunitee or a family and think its cute. its not a comunitee!!! i dont wanna be in a communitee just cuz everyone is broken like me. thats why i dont hang with queers and i dont hang with punks. you gotta do better than that to be my friend. the hurt dont make it special so much as it makes me hurt. i wish you could show normals the hurt. know what H.R.T is? H.R.T. spells HURT.

if you're like us and you want to be better then you have to HURT."

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released August 30, 2018

Recorded and Mixed at the Noise Floor Recording Studio by Jordan Koop. We aren’t fucking around and neither should you. Listen loud, shut the fuck up.

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